She’s tall and bubbly and speaks very fast. Sometimes it’s like a hamster on caffeine. She’s got curves, but she’s also let herself go in some places and she doesn’t necessarily try to stay in shape. She’s got thick hair but doesn’t do anything with it. Occasionally, she might add a streak of colour or put it up to create a ponytail. She speaks honestly and isn’t afraid to hide her feelings. She dresses conservatively with an occasional earring but isn’t afraid to offer you a cheeky flash. Hygiene isn’t a priority. It’s as if she doesn’t want to mask her sweat. She’s not afraid to be unladylike and use her strength or step in to help others. She cares for those who are the closest to her, and old ties aren’t pursued. It just goes to show that being a mother changes you as you strive to get the best for them.
Adventures of Mr. Paul
Musings and misadventures of a wannabe writer...
Friday, 27 February 2026
Wednesday, 25 February 2026
“Whoever loves much, performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well.”
-Vincent Van Gough.
It’s ironic that these lovely words came from a man who was
well known for his depressive spells and his eccentric gifts to his suitresses.
He might have loved much, and his advances might have inspired him to his art,
but it didn’t help him succeed until retroflection. But it’s the fact that he
loved that counts, regardless of whether or not he was loved back. The
perspective of tense is also lost a little towards the end of the quote. In a
way, you can hear the pain in his voice. It’s almost as if he’s sitting in the
bar and he’s sparking up a conversation after a few shots. He’s realising what
he’s saying, and he’s trying to argue it as himself, but takes note of where
he’s failed. And of course, a performance can be a number of things. I’m assuming that the quote was taken from his
letters to his family, but I like my version better.
Tuesday, 24 February 2026
Playmates
Monday, 23 February 2026
All Tied Up #dreamdiary 216
I’m in the neighbourhood dumping ground. It’s a large pit that backs onto people’s houses that used to be an embankment containing an old railway tunnel. It’s full to the brim with kitchen sinks and shopping trollies, and on this occasion, large boxes wrapped in red tissue paper. They’re about the size of what you’d store a Christmas Tree in, and they’ve even got labels on. I rip one open and stuff a hand inside. I pull out something green and viny. I suddenly realise that it's a trap. Someone has filled the boxes with Japanese knotweed. Within seconds, I feel my wrists tightening. I look down and green veins have started sprouting all around my wrists and a purple pansy appears like a 3-d tattoo. My whole arm is paralysed. I need medical help. The fastest way for me to get help is to pass through a block housing estate to get to a doctor’s surgery. At a footbridge, I’m approached by two youths. One of them stabs me in the left side of my chest with a small blade.
Sunday, 22 February 2026
Downfall
My nieces love this game. It’s only a two-player game as
well so they sit quietly opposite each other with just a blue plastic wall
between them. They each concentrate and watch the other’s move to ensure that
there’s no cheating involved. One of them likes to get each counter through as
quickly as possible. The other likes to line them all to get them all filled
into the last cog at the end. Our set is also an odd one since two sets of the
numbers are the same colour. But they’re not bothered by that. We just play the
quickest way down rather than having to get each number through every cog since
there’s no way to police it. It’s also not the only game on the table. Am I
playing two different games at once? Is that why there’s a bald spot on the
back of my head?
Saturday, 21 February 2026
Real Ale Mecca's Newest Attraction
It’s been a year in the making for this place to open with a lot of planning and waiting around. You can still make out the building work taking place when the photograph was taken. In a city where beer is excellent, it’s going to need something a little more to bring people in. Hopefully, it’s going to be a classic restoration project. It’s a former bank but it will be great for the people to see the building in action and will hopefully be put towards a great commercial success. You’d think that a brewery wouldn’t be able to afford such luxury materials but they’ve managed to get their hands on some capital somewhere. Inside, there’s wood panelling and comfortable booths alongside tall windows. There’s smart, high stools for drinking at the bar followed by smaller areas and there’s even upstairs seating as well. It's certainly on my visit list.
