I’m at a works conference. It’s in a giant arena in what used to be one of the company’s premises in a shopping centre structure. There’s an outline of what we’re supposed to achieve over the next year and the tasks we must complete to achieve that. Rather than having us leave the building, lunch is provided for us which forces us to mingle in the auditorium to collect it. Having been stuck inside all day, I fancy some fresh air and the opportunity to see some daylight. I head into a corner where I calculate that if I head behind a propped noticeboard, I can squeeze through a gap in the chicken wire and head outside. It’s a huge airfield only instead of planes it’s a car park. There’s hangers for the company to store its wares. It’s as if we’re being forced into packing up the company’s property to ship elsewhere, leaving us jobless in the process.
Adventures of Mr. Paul
Musings and misadventures of a wannabe writer...
Thursday, 2 October 2025
Monday, 15 September 2025
Exceeding Occupation #dreamdiary 206
I’m back at one of my old family holiday haunts. I haven’t been there in a while. I’ve walked on the beach and I’m following an old trail back to the hotel. It’s a bit overgrown. There’s grass everywhere and I have to push through, but the plants and branches are soft and haven’t hardened in the heat. Then I emerge onto concrete and a wave of humanity hits me. There’s people everywhere gathered around sunbeds on the pool, and there’s children dressed in swimsuits sitting on towels on the floor. The pool itself is also busy, and though there’s places to stand there’s nowhere to swim. There’s hardly a space that isn’t occupied, and the only route to the hotel’s reception is one drawn from my memory. It’s clearly the result of an increased population. I look back at the trail that I’ve left and all I see is a wall of hedge. I wonder if anyone knows if it’s still there.
Wednesday, 27 August 2025
The Secret Garden (2020)
This is a great classic escapist film to fall asleep to on a sunday afternoon complete with a classical music soundtrack. It’s set on a classic english manor estate which must be enormous which is why all other countries think that all British people are elitist millionaires who live this way. I’ve not read the book so I can’t appreciate the childlike wonder of the characters, but I don’t think that the film was aimed at younger viewers anyway. The characters are portrayed as brats. The animation is amazing, and Jemima is very well trained. I particularly enjoyed the Avatar effect where plants came into blossom as the children ran into the garden and withered away as they retreated in times of peril. But it’s a bit unrealistic as to how far Mrs Medlock’s voice carries such a vast distance into the garden. I’d like to think that the film concludes with all the characters camping in the garden while they wait for the manor to be rebuilt; but it doesn’t look like that’s realistic.
Wednesday, 13 August 2025
The Truth About Power
Everyone wants to exercise it. They become corrupt by its authority. Will you do what you’re supposed to do or will you only work with those who give the most favourable or easiest outcomes and delegate the harder tasks to others? When you use it to help others, it’s a great feeling. But sometimes you have to exercise it to hinder them because that’s your role. You might get enjoyment out of hindering others which is quite sad. The good ones are those who are left feeling guilty afterwards because they know that they’ve hindered someone, even though they know that the other party is in the wrong. The bad ones are the ones that just don’t care. They use their position to bully and cheat the system to get what they want, even if it means telling lies. It becomes addictive and they attempt to see how far they can exploit it.
Tuesday, 12 August 2025
On the Scent
The dog’s spotted something in the wall. Either that or he’s
deliberately avoiding us. Maybe the scent of us is too much. Or maybe something
inside the wall is more important. Perhaps he’s smelled our chickens. He might
have spotted movement through the hole he’s starring at. Or he could be sniffing
the remains of one of our fish dinners or a bird roasting on a spit. He’s confused
because he can smell it but he can’t see it. He can sense the movement but he can’t
understand how it got there. How long will it be before he starts barking? He
seems well behaved at the moment. He’s just trying to figure it out. Will the scent
overpower him to make an attempt to jump through the wall? If the coxswain doesn’t
keep an eye on him, he won’t know that his dog’s gone. He’ll probably think it’s
gone overboard. And if they do, our whole hideout is exposed.
Monday, 11 August 2025
A new career path #titanabell 24
The door moved. A small amount of light emerged in its place. There was a similar one to the left which also rested on the floor. Then, as the rest of the silhouette moved in the room, the maid realised what she’d done.
‘Your majesty, a thousand apologies. I had no idea what was
going on’
‘-don’t stop. Please’ said the princess. ‘That was amazing.
Come in.’
‘I’m not sure I should ma’am. I have duties to perform.’
‘Oh, never mind your duties. You work for me now.
I’ll pay you beautifully. Come in.’ And with that, the princess wrapped a large
hand around her waist and rested a large finger on her shoulder. She lay down
on her back on what was left of the mattress and the room shook with a thud.
More dust emerged from the rafters. She lifted the maid up towards the ceiling
over her two mounds.